{"id":264,"date":"2019-08-27T16:06:28","date_gmt":"2019-08-27T14:06:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/?p=264"},"modified":"2019-08-27T16:11:32","modified_gmt":"2019-08-27T14:11:32","slug":"spuscanje-pricakovanj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/?p=264","title":{"rendered":"Spu\u0161\u010danje pri\u010dakovanj"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Prej\u0161nji teden smo imele s h\u010derkama en dan precej pestro dopoldne. In ko je starej\u0161a za\u010dutila, da je utrujena, se je stisnila k meni, se umirila. In jaz? V tistem trenutku me je pre\u0161inilo, koliko pri\u010dakovanj sem dala v najin odnos in ga s tem omejevala. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>Sama sem \u010dlovek dotika in to, da sem ljubljena, s \u010dlovekom povezana, zelo sprejemam skozi dotik, objeme, crkljanje. Iskreno sem od vedno imela v glavi idejo, da so tudi vsi otroci taki. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pa niso. In moja prva zlata deklica ni. Je \u010dlovek, ki potrebuje veliko osebnega prostora in spo\u0161tovanje le-tega s strani drugih.  Njej najve\u010d na svetu pomeni, da si vzamem \u010das zanjo, za branje, igranje, karkoli. To je njen jezik ljubezni, skozi to \u010duti mojo ljubezen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Preden sem to ozavestila, sem zamudila precej trenutkov, ko bi lahko preprosto bila z njo. Trenutkov, v katerih so se po moji glavi podile misli, kaj sem storila narobe, da ne \u017eeli biti v naro\u010dju. Sem se ji zamerila? Zakaj izjemoma dovoli objeme ali majhne poljub\u010dke? Pa v resnici nisem storila ni\u010d, samo svoj jezik ljubezni sem iskala v njej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/1566914426826-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-266\" width=\"377\" height=\"502\" srcset=\"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/1566914426826-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/1566914426826-350x467.jpg 350w, https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/1566914426826-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/1566914426826.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 377px) 100vw, 377px\" \/><figcaption>Ena mojih ve\u010djih u\u010diteljic.<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Zdaj spu\u0161\u010dam pri\u010dakovanja, kako bi moral ob\u010dutek povezanosti v najinem odnosu izgledati. Zdaj si dovolim do\u017eiveti trenutek z njo tak, kot je. In mi to odpira ve\u010d zavedanja kdo ona je, kako jo lahko podprem, kako jo \u010dutim. \u0160e vseeno pa vedno, kadar se stisne, v tem izjemno u\u017eivam. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pri\u010dakovanja nas omejujejo, saj si s tem ne dovolimo do\u017eiveti izku\u0161nje v vsej njeni polnosti, v vsem, kar nam prina\u0161a. Dovolimo si do\u017eivljati in ne hiteti k cilju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In ti, si dovoli\u0161 biti in do\u017eivljati?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z ljubeznijo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Katarina<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Prej\u0161nji teden smo imele s h\u010derkama en dan precej pestro dopoldne. In ko je starej\u0161a za\u010dutila, da je utrujena, se je stisnila k meni, se umirila. In jaz? V tistem trenutku me je pre\u0161inilo, koliko pri\u010dakovanj sem dala v najin odnos in ga s tem omejevala.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-264","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nekategorizirano"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=264"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":267,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264\/revisions\/267"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=264"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=264"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katarina.dezman.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=264"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}